A Good Reason (Revised)

After many years of wine, women and song, I fell deeply in love for the first time, but she ultimately broke my heart and I remembered looking up into the sky with tears in my eyes asking. “Tell me why Lord...why should I live if I cannot find true love...but God never answered. 
  

As years moved forward, I began to use heavy drugs so much that I placed a gun to my head, but before I pulled the trigger, I looked up in the sky with tears in my eyes begging. “Tell me why Lord...why should I live if I cannot find true peace...but God never answered. 

As years moved forward, I became a lawman and met some of the most darkest monsters ever created in this green earth and as I carried a 6-year old in my arms, who was hurt and repeatedly raped by her own father, I looked up in the sky with tears in my eyes sobbing. “Tell me why Lord...why should I live if I cannot find justice for the true innocence...but God never answered. 
  

As years moved forward, I became ill and as the nurse inserted a needle in my arm, I looked around surrounded by misery, who were in the same medical condition, if not worse, and as they turned on the machine and reclined me in my chair, I looked out the window with tears in my eyes pleading. “Tell me why Lord...why should I live if I cannot find true happiness...but God never answered.
  

That afternoon, the bus brought me home and as they lowered me in my wheelchair, I heard someone from the doorsteps of my apartment say. “See Mia...I told you it was Da-Da!”  A 2-year old jumped on my lap and gave me a tight hug so tense that a feeling of true love, true peace, true innocence and true happiness rushed through my entire body. I laughed out loud and looked up in the sky with tears of joy in my eyes...then mysteriously, I heard a divine voice coming from the clouds in the sky...so slight that it whispered...”that’s why!” 
  

Never Give Up! 

  

GOODBYE OLE FRIEND-ESTEVAN ROCHA JR. 1959-2019

My best friend in the world passed away yesterday on December 12, 2019 at approximately 4:00 p.m.
We been friends for 43 years and yesterday I was able to say good-bye to him for the very last time.

He was half Mexican and half Mono Indian from his Mother's side, which he upheld proudly...and so did I.

Everything in my life, I had experienced with him on my side...and now I really don't have anybody else that I can turn to or trust.

The ones who suffer are not the dead, but the ones who reman alive on this earth to share the remorse and grief of their loss.

Good-bye...bub...until I see you again in heaven.
I'll be missing you everyday...so please come visit me in my dreams once in awhile.

Love your best friend, Cruz.

FIRST FLIGHT

My wife, Oli, had experienced her first flight to Seattle, Washington today, which turned out to be a little scary for her especially since the plane was much smaller than your typical airliner.  This, of course, made it a bumpier ride, but I admire her courage for attending this flight especially after all the negative controversy that been blamed on these airliners supported by the social media.  Negative or not it is still the fastest way to get from one place to another...not unless you own a spaceship!  Congratulations...babe...on your first flight.

Tonight...I get to see television...With No Novelas!  I love my wife dearly, But No Novelas Tonight!  I miss my wife dearly, But No Novelas Tonight!  I dearly want my wife to come back soon, But No Novelas Tonight!

DAMM...NOW THE STUPID TV WON'T WORK!!!

El Primo De Tex-Mex-Roberto Pulido (Seguire Mi Camino)

SEEN BETTER DAYS

My micro-economy teacher instructed our class to create a solution to solved the destruction of pines trees and help off-set the on-going deterioration of our world's economy, for instance, the invention of the bidet that uses water instead of toilet paper.

"Already have a solution."  I said out loud.

"Really!"  replied the micro-economy teacher.  "What do you call this solution?"

"The Crustration Blow-Matic Effect."  I replied.

"Will this solution stop the destruction of pine trees?"  asked the micro-economy teacher.

"Absolutely"  I replied.

"Will this solution help with the world's economy?"  asked the micro-economy teacher.

"Absolutely"  I replied.

"Will this solution be cost effective?"  asked the micro-economy teacher.

"Absolutely"  I replied.

"Fantastic!"  said the micro-economy teacher.  "How does this solution function?"

"It's simple actually...after using the toilet just stick your ass out the window and let it air dry."
I replied.  "But if that don't work I do have another alternative."

"What is that?"  snapped the angry micro-economy teacher.

"The grass of your front lawn."  I replied.

(Now I have to take the damm class again next  semester!)

WHAT IS THE STATE OF PLAY HERE?

What is really going on?  First of all, we have these packages of supposedly bomb materials being delivered to democratic officials and celebrities known to be political adversaries of President Trump, and apparently the arrested Florida suspect (declared as a fanatical "Trump" supporter) is allegedly responsible for sending these items although more of these packages are still being delivered to other places after his apprehension, which includes the Channel 24 TV station in Fresno.  

What's interesting to me this occurred, almost at the same time, when people from central America are migrating into the United States where approximately 5,200 U.S. soldiers and specialized detention facilities with barbed wire fences are waiting for their arrival.

There are dozens of street rumors floating around behind the real reason of these sudden migrations besides the fear of gang retaliation or the agony of food starvation, which actually been happening there for several decades, but another story arises that there are certain unknown individuals actually contributing financial funds to some immigrants to pursue this spur of the moment caravan!  True or not..what is the real motivation behind that?  

Now let's think for a minute about this concept, let's just say, for the right price, a deranged individual from the caravan is instructed to fire a gunshot in the air when they confront the armed troopers at the border line where some soldiers don't have much combat experience and are feeling extremely anxious...what do you think will happen next?  Are women and children in harms way?  Is this a master plan from who knows who to place our country in racial turmoil because can you imagine how us (Latinos) in the U.S. will react if this does happens!  Now I'm no Trump supporter, but I definitely believe there are other peaceful methods to demonstrate any political dislikes than to endanger peoples lives...let's just hope it doesn't happened here!

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